For those of you who know me, you would know that I have two older brothers, and one younger sister. Some of you know the troubles that have plagued our family. I feel like my older brother Andrew and myself are the only ones to have healed from this trial. But things keep popping up that make the other two, John and Andrea, worse every year. This feels like the worst year, Andrew is now 18 and with being eighteen he will be allowed to move back into the house. But Andrea, my little sister, is making it difficult for everyone. John had already moved out just this April, and Andrea has found some new friend(s). I don't know what to think about these friends because Andrea has been keeping some thing from us all. She confides in me the most so I feel obligated as a sister to protect her. But she has made me promise that I not tell the parents anything. I decided that I should just let her come to the parents in her own time but I don't know when that time is. I'm worried that she is getting into some really dangerous stuff, but I can't get her to talk to me about it. She is claiming that her current boyfriend, broke up with her and then died a week later, but she won't tell me the cause of the death and she never let me meet this boyfriend when he was still living. She also says that most of her new friends won't meet me because they are too scared of me. Mostly because I'm too protective or something like that. I really wish I could help her but I'm too scared to do anything for I might break her trust. So I decided that I will just stay out of her way. I don't want to deal with her Teen drama anymore. But as for Andrew he will move back soon I hope. I miss him and John the most, because I've made such great bonds with those two that I feel like they are my support system in the family. I miss how John always made me laugh and think about what he was saying. He would show me the best Anime, Manga, Books, and video games to play and read. He would always bring me something when he returned home from work and he always had time to listen to my troubles. Andrew had a way of calming me down and getting me to talk through my problems. He would always have amazing advice and knew just how to handle the situation. He is a great brother and I just wish I could have gotten to know him a little bit better. Through all the trials and errors of our life together I feel like my Brothers and I have become closer than we would have ever gotten if that big thing hadn't happened in the first place, to split us up and test our strength with out each other. And I feel like we needed it to become who we are today. Sure we aren't perfect but we can still hold each other up, I just feel like we are still waiting on Andrea to come out of her shell of her "teenage suffering" and realize that the world isn't about her but that she needs us to help her grow up and move on. So until then I say to everyone of my siblings Thank you for who you are and who you have helped me become.


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Sora